Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Can't Do It.

I'm just not ready.

I can't write about her.

I can't post pictures.

I am holding her dear to my heart and I am just not ready to share.

Maybe I'm selfish. Maybe I just don't want to believe.

I think I just want to laugh and cry and visit with those she loved most. And those that LOVED HER.

Whatever it is, Saturday brings a day I knew would come but never wanted to see.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I feel the same way Danica. I love the photos your mom posted on her blog - they are so true to baba but i struggle everytime I see them or read her memories. Its hard to believe....even though we have known for years now..its still hard.

xoxo Amanda

Katy said...

I am so sorry for your family's loss Danica. I know there are no words, but I am sending you a big hug anyway.